my cracked polystyrene world

the last few weeks i cudnt view by goddam blog. dunno what happened but… twas pretty annoying. all i got was a blank page everytime i wanted to see me blog. then i posted that one bit down there and walah!! its on again. w00t!

so work has been such a drag lately. got a new project at aceh. small… but better than none. and that got people skip and dash all the time.

lovelife is doing well. pacar did some funny stuff and whatnot. makes me laugh all  the time. fun. tho he can be so… annoying sometimes but hed end up doing sumtin and making me laugh and forget all that. oh that guy on the lefts not my pacar. thats lauri… my ex-pacar i dumped him coz… well people kept saying that they cudnt see em. i guess hes a vampire or sumtin so yeah… hes out of my life now *sighs*

mom is doing better. she said she can see better now. "the annaconda head has left." yeah… i too did a "huh?" when i heard her say that. apparently she had this black dot on her sight that blocked her view and whatnot. the dot looked like an annaconda head or sumtin and that explains the previous phrase.

reunion is coming close. im pretty hyped bout that. i havent bought the ticket due to the instable financial condition that is influenced by the changing of the satellite of the earth that results in… meh! in short, im broke. simple as that. id probly buy the ticket next week. no no id HAVE to buy the ticket next week. i wonder if pacar would like to come *thinks*

thats all the update for now. i have a gazillion tons of work to do. so ima play some games while i have the chance.

[kle]

yo wutup????

[kle]

kesal!

ga jelas kenapa gue kesal sih… it’s not like i have anything to write there =P tapi klo rutinitas yang biasanya fine-fine aja tiba-tiba terganggu kayanya gemana gitu… kesal! kyanya bee bener deh. i think too much about too many things too often. i need to relax and let go. *breathes*

anyway,… helped bee "move" to his new place. it’s still quite empty but… pretty cozy. and it still needs some serious cleaning up. and an electric fan… badly. we’ve made a list of what to buy and stuff… bee’s new "bestfriend" helped us out in compiling the list ;)) they seemed to be getting along well =D dan katanya… yang tinggal di kamar sebelah kamar bee itu banci =D betah deh bobeh disana =))

*cucup bee klo dia baca ini entry*

oh iya lupa cerita… pda-nya bee ilang =( it’s a long painful story so ima spare the details. intinya kita pergi makan, pda ketinggalan, besok paginya gue kesana, kata orang sana gada pda ketinggalan. gada yang nemu, gada yang liat, gada yang pegang itu pda. oh well… what else can we do? bee’s quite numb facing this. "it’s just a thing" he said.

"i could buy that and i can buy it again."

"besok kita beli 7… 3 untuk kamu, 4 untuk aku. aku lebih banyak… menang."

a silly silly boy he is. he made me laugh and that’s always a good thing.

[kle]